Next Time Around

So here I again. But this time around, I am not angry or bitter. This time around I am just sad. But only because I know that this is my fault. This time around, I don't wish her any pain and suffering I just want her to be happy. And I want her to find someone that will make her feel safe, comfy, and loved. But not too soon of course cause then it would be like last time and I will be bitter and stuff. But I also would like for her to forgive me because I'm a MESS. Yes, this is short but I'm just so sleepy and a little sad. So next time around, I'll stop myself from being so intense and maybe I'll find lasting love. Next time around, I'll be a better partner. Next time. She'll always be what I pray for.